[2005-09-21]_2:33 a.m.
dear god dont let me fall too far keep me from sin cuz i think im falling. mother mary mother of god dont forsake me because i think i need you now more than ever. how did i get here and where will i go. it seems that every one has let go of all the things we used to be. i think i miss more now that im not where we used to be. we have all grown up and grown apart. i saw it happen infront of my eyes but what could i do. i am only a man and i fear that im on the wrong path and i fear we'll all just keep growing apoart we need one more night of care free childhood... or maybe its just me. i miss all of us care free where will be 5 years from now...